Chaitanya Neuhaus

Currently living in the foothills of the sacred, I have had many names and forms. Poetry started early here, age sixteen or so. My first poem was a vision, of sorts, of my life . . . a picture of a young man walking through a field of tall grasses with one intent - for there to be no trace of his passage, no disturbance of the natural order, wishing to leave the world as I had found it, perfect.

Seeds

Are you fertile?
   Full of longing
     For Truth?
     If I tell you the secret
will you hold it
closer than your heart?
    More precious than your last
    breath?

         I think not.

    Ten minutes from now
    Beauty will dance before you
    and you will start to dream

    Or

    Fear will whisper
    a nightmare in your ear
    and you will try to hide your
            naked
            ness.
    Or tomorrow
    you will go to work
    and forget you ever heard
    This.
Are you willing to die
for Truth?
        Really?
            How romantic!

Are you willing
to just stop lying?
            For once?
It's all I ask.
         Do not move
    (It is simple.)
    until the whole
  Universe
moves.
        Truth.


Water flows into water

If you really
  want to drown
in God,
  you must first
      stop breathing
  air.

Understand this.
  Air is not water.
    Only water
    is God.

    It is not easy,
    though
        to drown
        yourself.
    You will need
    some help.
            Best friends are good accomplices.
            Enemies also work.

Just hand them your last breath,
and make them promise
not to give it back
        'til you've turned as blue as Krishna
      and they're dancing at your feet.


Ascension

I just keep
falling
backwards
off this cliff

    heels over head,
      earth rushing
        up to swallow
          my body
            whole.

Hands clasped,
    the prayer
      knifes
    through
      the Void
        and I follow
          bleeding
            gratitude.


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